Listen. This scene. This messed me up. It isn’t just a party. He hears bombs in the music. He sees the wounded in winestains. He’s got PTSD, and he does his damnedest to hide it. Even from himself, but it still creeps in.
And then there’s Peggy. Everything he hoped for. A promise of a future. Of love. Of a life. ‘We can go home. Imagine it…’
But he turns around, and the hall is empty. Even in his dreams, he can’t imagine it. Everyone that got to go home, is gone. And he’s been left behind. There will never be a going home party for Steve Rogers. He knows it, and it hurts like hell.
I had my eyes opened. I came to realise I have more to offer this world than just making things that blow up. And that is why, effective immediately, I am shutting down the weapons manufacture division of Stark International.
i hate how reward systems never work for me like i can’t just say “if i finish this assignment i can have a cookie” bc my brain is like “…..or u could just have one right now” and i can’t argue with that logic
Self-imposed deadlines don’t work either because I know the guy who set them and he’s full of shit
Ok, so I didn’t have enough energy to redraw this entirely, but fixed little bit and just cropped lol (easy solution for what I don’t like) I really liked the idea “Vampire King Steve Rogers from an alternate universe finds AA Tony very TASTY and takes him away” which was discussed on Discord, so here I drew… probably I will work on this idea sometime again! If you have good prompt about that, toss it to Ask 😀
in the first avenger, when steve gets into a fight over a guy complaining about a short reel about the war effort, steve is not standing up for America. he’s not standing up for the “war effort” or propaganda or anything of the sort. that’s not why he gets in that fight.
this woman is opening crying in the middle of the theater, emotionally vulnerable and visibly broken.
when steve tells the man to show some respect, he’s not asking for him to show respect for the flag. he’s asking the man to show respect for the men who carry it, and for the families left behind, to show any semblance of empathy he can muster. it’s always been people that steve’s cared most about.
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